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How many dicks can I put you down for?
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A year ago today.
Around this time I was watching the results come in with my roommates, filled with a hope and excitement I hadn’t before experienced. Hours later Gabe and I ran through the Mervyn’s parking lot, felt wrong to walk, to Ralph’s, returning, laughing, arms full of champagne bottles.
Today I feel normal. Not disappointed, not elated. I’m not saying things have gone downhill, at all, I’m just remarking on the juxtaposition.
I guess this is a nice middle. I just remembered that on top of the champagne-grins was the Prop8-frown. Oh well. Carry on.
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]
played 19 times
Heart, Crazy On You
Wanna be Trip Fontaine.
The Redhead From The Blockbuster That Was A Bar
In the backroom, which is now a record shop
she stands at a kiosk, bare freckled shoulders.
My uncle urges me to talk to her and there
is no fear.
She’s not taken, she doesn’t like women, she gets off at 8.
But I can’t do 8. Family, familiar obligations.
She doesn’t like that, she turns those shoulders, cast
in red velvet light.
The room is now a bar, there is a party.
On the sticky linoleum steps she sits next to me.
The shoulder freckles dancing from hers to mine.
“It’s a shame,” I say, as jiggers topple like towers and
immediately raised again.
She quotes Pierrot le fou, I counter Masculin Feminin.
She thinks, “Maybe waiting is worth it.”
Her soft lips sign my cheek. There will be a date.
I remove my socks and we both jump into the neon-blue pool.
Along with the rest of the party.
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This was an actual dream I had last night and it was so fucking vivid. Bumzo to wake up from it.
Not convinced that the Yogurt Shop Murders were unsolved. Nothing infuriates me more than things like this. The not-knowing.
Whiskey makes the heart beat faster but it sure doesn’t help the mind and isn’t if funny how you can ache just from the deadly drone of existence?
Bukowski, from purple glow.
the funniest porn i’ve ever seen in my entire life. i really enjoy pornography that doesn’t take itself seriously. not at all safe for work.
This is so worth watching. I beg you to at least watch the first minute and half (nothing sexual for you prudes).
HEY WHAT THE FUCK!
New catchphrase.
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